I have no idea what to write about. What happened last night, my opinion on this or that? Talk about the thoughts floating around in my head. No structure. No headline or pay-off line either, just a bunch of unresolved thoughts, feelings and odd actions.
Thinking about oddness, I am such an odd ball. Full of awkward moments, saying the wrong thing at the right time, I’m sure you know what I mean. When words escape you and all that’s there is a stutter and the moment passes. You could have left a strong impression but all that’s left is a weak feeling in your knees. It happens a lot, especially around pretty girls. I just lose my shit. Stuck in my own mind worrying about not fucking it up and I do.
When I don’t care about it, I don’t worry about it and words flow like the currents of the ocean in motion. I wish I could keep my mind at ease and not stress about anything, guess ill have to end this life deal in order to do that though. This ordeal, and I have it easy, compared to some, hard compared to others. That’s why I don’t make comparisons.
I try to still my mind and not think. You might think that’s a stagnant brain wasting away, I think it’s becoming one with everything, peace of mind. A break from the worry of my soul, clear my mind and think of nothing. Probably why I have no idea what to write about.
Well, you're writing about not knowing what to write about, which no one really wants to read. They don't care that you're not inspired today. They want to be informed or entertained. BUT at least this piece is not riddled with errors like the latest one, and it reads as if you've crafted it.
ReplyDeleteThe problem with writing about your (often) abstract thoughts and ideas is that it can get indulgent and one ends up writing rather random stuff about one's feelings. Most people read to be entertained, and unless your feelings are linked to some interesting story or issue, they're usually not that interested.
So try to stick to topics that aren't abstract, 'deep' or analytical. Stay away from poetic stuff, or lyrics.
Your writing skills are good, your topic choice just needs to be a bit more down to earth.